Things Aren’t Always As They Seem

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Confessionals

So I missed confessionals this week. I was puking my guts out for two days straight. Really made me wonder how I ever survived being pregnant. Not sure I can ever talk myself into that one again! Especially going into a summer without a newborn or being pregnant for the first time in 6 years. Yep, that long people. Baby turned one I was pregnant the last three times. It was a ride. Back to point!

Laying in bed trying not to die you watch a ton of stupid tv. You know the trash that is always on and takes zero brain power? So I was watching Giuliana & Bill. Pretty sure I'll lose a follower on that one. Here are these people that have never been together in the same place more than 12 days that are acting like 2 years olds over closet space. Yes these people are trying to have a baby. Even so far as to get medical intervention involved. Sorry guys, don't want to be mean but do ya think you should work on your relationship before you start adding to your crew? Just me??

I watched a few other choice shows that were entertaining. My husband was being a baby that I watched White Collar and Psych without him. Mind you they come on in the middle of the night. Next time I will wake him when I am puking my guts out. That would be the nice thing to do after all. Don't worry he is still the sweetest man alive. I sent him out for fries tonight. Some reason when I am nauseous salt helps. Might be why I always end up toxemic? Gotta have my salt to survive.

All your pregnant ladies out there my heart goes out to you right now. If I make it through this nasty flu I'll bring you some french fries.


Sunday, March 7, 2010

Thanksful.


Ok so I totally confess that I was cruising facebook for people from high school. Not that I have any intentions of being their "friends." Just want to see what they have done or where they are. Am I the only freak out there??
Sooo I was surprised at how many are still single living their lives alone. I turned the big 30 this year and it seems like I would be sad to be alone. I thought about these women that are living in all these towns around the country with nobody to come home to at night. That made me sad.
I am feeling really thankful tonight for my little family. I chose to have them. I chose to marry the man that I love. I gave up other choices and avenues to be with them. As I cruise other people lives I am thankful for my own.
I might feel unloved as I see the 1000 comments people have on there blog posts. Or when I see people that I knew in high school that own businesses or are living the dream, alone. But I would not trade my little family for any of that. I love ya'll!!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Go Ahead and Judge ME

I confess:
  • I cleaned my fridge this week.
  • Super me.
  • If it wasn't only the second time in the three years we have lived here.
  • I guess I have three good no fridge cleaning years ahead of me.
  • My baby plays with legos while I shower.
  • I lock her in the bathroom with me and a box of teeny tiny legos.
  • She likes to put the hats on and off.
  • Yes I know she could choke and die.
  • I girls gotta shower sometime OK!!
  • I took a bike ride alone this week.
  • I have no friends. Nobody would join me.
  • It was good since my legs where moving but the bike was not!
  • Yes I was that person you see and you want to roll down your window and yell, "Just give up and go home, you aren't going anywhere."
  • What, I can't be the only person that thinks that when you pass "runners" that you could walk past. Am I?
  • I am a mom.
  • I love all the glory that comes with it.
  • I would rather do something with my husband and kids than with you!!
  • They are fun.
  • Most of the time.
  • The rest is when you see me "running" around outside screaming.
  • Next time you see me tell me to go home I'm not really running anyways.
  • Love you all.